Salem gang and Tusla gang (12)
Jayson finally woke up around midnight they day he got there. I slept on the ground next to him and Sal took my bed. Dallas took the floor next to me and the rest of the gang took a hotel room by the house. I woke up as I got a Jet stream of question. So I told him the whole story about where he is why he’s here and why his face hurts.
“So you knocked me out after you gave me a shot of whiskey” he whispered.
“Yeah I had to give myself a shot of whiskey or a few to do it but I eventually did let's just say my head hurts from it because I felt bad after punching you so I took shots till I was boozed up” I explained.
“Oh, you shouldn't have felt bad I would have liked you to knock me out before Mad-dog or whoever stitched me up to have you knock me out before I saw the needle” he went on with drowsiness in his voice.
We eventually woke up Sal and he woke up Dallas and that wasn’t a pretty site to see, he had major bed head and his sky blue eyes were no longer sky blue they were ice blue and looked angry. So I told everyone to go back to bed. Dallas snuggled closer to me and put his arm around me as well. It was weird at first but I got used to it mainly because he was warm because he still had on that over sized zip up hoodie and he put that over me to keep me warm.
I woke up the next morning with everyone from the gang watching me and Dallas and then everyone from Dallas gang Ohhhing. Before I figured out what was going on I realised that Aunt Lily was there holding Jayce back and he looked angry sad even maybe even Jealous, why would he be Jealous of Dallas even. Then I looked at Dallas and he was still holding me I moved his arm to the side and got up I moved passed Aunt Lily saying good morning and telling Jayce that nothing happened. Again he didn’t believe me. He still looked angry and that sight reminded me of the night I left the way he looked the morning he found Sal in my room and me hugging him, then I got mad glared at him and walked off into Keith and my room got changed and then went into the bathroom where I put on my makeup and by the time I was done and walked out the door both Jayce and Dallas were sitting by the doorway glaring at each other. I walked past them both and they followed me t0 the kitchen where everyone was eating there favorite kinda cereal my gang left towards door Sal told me that they were going to go out to eat at mcdonalds or something. (somewhere cheap I suppose) I said “okay” and sat down at the table eating my Cocoa puffs and drinking a coca cola.
Dallas was staring at me confused like and that was making everyone else mad and staring at him. I am really good at manipulating facial expression so I returned that same confused look and continued eating. When I was done I pulled Dallas away to the other room. When I did his confused face grew into like what the heck is going on look.
“Do you have a boyfriend” Dallas asked while I was looking out the not paying attention to that question. When I didn't answer he asked it again.
“Do you have a boyfriend”
“What no” I replied.
“What's his problem then” he asked.
“When you figure that out you can tell me because I have no clue. He did the samething with Sal when he slept over at my parents house” I answered.
“Ohh?” he said.
“I had a nightmare that night that brought me to tears and she soothe me back to sleep, so I hugged him and we fell asleep like that then Jayce found us like that and he thought all wrong. Then he brought the whole gang into this and that's why there is bruises on Sals face.” I went on.
“Keep going” he said.
“The fight was so bad that I couldn’t sleep at Hot-topics because he was so mad at me and Sal and everyone left Sal in my yard knocked out. So I left that night and brought Sal over to his house to recover from the fight then they got jumped this week and came here to find me then he saw me with you and…” I must've started to tear up because before I knew it I was in his arms.
“Shh it’s okay” he cooed.
“Dallas I don’t know what's going on, and I sure as heck don’t what another fight like that again it was horrible even for me to see, I don’t know this fight was different from other fights this fight was four against one, Jayson Jayce Hot-topic and Mad-dog against Sal, I tried to stop it but before I figured what was going on they were already outside punching him and by the time I got outside they were punching him while he was lying there on the ground” I was sobbing.
“Shhhh” he said.
“He looked dead but I felt his heartbeat and I knew he was alive so I hurried grabbed my stuff that I had packed in my suitcase threw that in the cab and I walked back over to Sal and put him in the passenger seat and took him home” I said.
“That was you, I mean I thought that it was another person from another gang not my own” he said.
I broke fee from Dallas's hug. “I thought that I pissed off my gang enough that they didn’t care if I laid out there all night” he added he started to cry so I went over there to hug him. He broke free from my hug and walked into the other room where the rest of the gang was I followed everyone was there except Jayce I wanted to ask where he was but I really didn’t care I sat down and talked with the two gangs.
“Cola are you and Dallas thinking about going out” Johnny said.
I was really shocked I didn’t know what to say so I just stood there with my eyes wide open and my mouth Dallas looked as surprised as I did except that he was bright red and blushing and I was just shocked.
“Well what's the answer” he went on.
“I….I...I don't know” I stuttered.
After I said that I was blushing and I couldn’t stop so I went outside to smoke, but little did I know that Jayce was on the front porch when I light the cancer stick Jayce said something scaring me. But I was still blushing nervously from the question that Johnny asked me and the way Dallas looked at me when I answered. It was the look of hope but he doesn’t like me how could anyone like a hood like me. A tear was rolling down my face, I hate being a hood, I forgot Jayce was standing there when he said something along the lines hey how are you but I just looked at him and walked off not trying to be rude but I was pissed and needed some space and it wasn’t going to be the front porch because Jayce was there.
I started going down the street smoking my cigarette and just thinking, why do hoods have it hard, why did he look at me like that when I answered that question, do I like him. Why is my life so crappy. Is my dad and stepmom doing alright. Hell what do I care they hate me anyway. I wonder what happened to my mom did she just get up and leave or did she die giving birth. I believe that she left but I’m going to pretend that she died so I can feel loved by someone, my parents don’t care for me I bet they don’t even care that I’m gone Jayden hate’s hoods and I hate people who don’t take kindly to hoods but Jayden is and accepting she doesn't hate me or the gang just our kind and I don't even know if she hates hoods it's just the way she looked at me and the gang with fear. I was so lost in thought that I didn’t even realise the group of hoods approach me they all look familiar but I couldn’t place my finger on it, then started circling around me like a bunch of hound dogs and that’s when it hit me, they were the kids I pick-pocketed they remembered me “OH, Crap what did I get myself into” I said.
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