Survival 8 and 9

That morning(8)

When i woke up it was around 12:00pm and when i said good morning to inatye and this is what he said. Good afternoon look at the clock. I did and it said 12:01pm.  I screamed HOLY CRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! as loud as i could and that woke up cayden who grabbed his knife and ran downstairs. Thinking that mason trying to kill  me but the only weapon that he has is a knife. I said  cayden slow down we just overslept so it surprised me. And of course zia was sleeping like a rock. Man he is a heavy sleeper. Well so is Mj i mean he is a heavy sleeper too. But that shouldn't surprise me. I'm a heavy sleeper, so yeah.  After cayden's fiasco, we went back to sleep but in a different bed than MJ and zia. Because by that time they were hogging the bed well just Zia, Mj is only 4yrs old right now.  So he’s still tiny. Cayden wrapped his arm around me and fell asleep.  Mason was asleep in the living room with aidan and bob labob.

Inatye was the only one that was awake so i told him to go get the supplies from the hotel and loot most of the rooms i gave him a hand gun and said be careful.  When he was gone I fell asleep when zia woke up screaming ten minutes later that's when i got up and started crying. I just miss my family so much. And they're gone because of me i couldn’t save them. My whole neighborhood is gone because of me they didn’t listen or look out the window to see the darkness or that my parents got blown up. Then I go back to the night when i got hit by that lexis ( which is a type of car ) all of my neighborhood was there for me when i was there in the hospital my mom evan bought me a new ipad and i watched the movie stand by me and the outsiders i cried during both of the movies. When zia came i was sobbing and he tried to comfort me but it just didn’t work.  I just kept crying because i felt like a failure zia tried harder but it still didn’t work. Feeling like a failure just sucks but it's a good thing that i have friends, but sometimes they just can't calm you down when you are pissed off or sad. It just doesn't work that day. I would vlog about what's happening in my life but i cant my phone is dead.

It was like 1:30am and we were still in the same hotel, we hadn't move places in three days, we knew that they were going to come for us soon but we didn’t care. We just stayed there we were tired and weak. Inatye came back with some supplies and this is what he brought back

• Kitchen knives  for cooking and killing things if needed
• Food (cereal and other bread like things) for eating
• Water in a canteen so we could drink
• Chargers for our phone so we could send signals that we are still alive in america
• Pens
• Soap so we could shower
• Light blankets to stay warm
• GPS’s so we could find where we are at (our exact coordinates)
• Map to show us where we are at and where we are close to.
• Warm clothes (sweatshirts, sweatpants and hats stuff Zia found in the customer's luggage) to change into when we are wet and need dry stuff.
• Ipods and iphones to stay in touch with each other
• Make up products
• Pills for medical stuff and migraines.
• Baby
• Candy chips and ramen noodles and other dry foods so we can carry them easier
• Tank tops (boys and girls)
• Shorts (boys and girls)

Wait did i just say baby?! Ohh yeah what should we name the baby? Zia asked. Ohh i think i will name him conor.  He just said okay and walked away.the baby was the only thing that didn’t make me feel like a failure. I wasn’t going to fail this baby.this baby there was no way i would leave it behind like his  parents did. Cayden is still asleep he had a hard night because he kept waking up so i just went over to him and laid right next to him and fell asleep. He woke up when i was asleep and he put his arm around me and so did zia because he laid right next to me.

When i woke up i turned on the GPS and it said that we were in california not just anywhere we were in Los Angeles.

Cayden walked over to me and said that we were lucky to have stayed alive for this long and that we could have just have died when we realized what was going on in the our country. We packed up our supplies in the backpack we had and not all of the surprise fit in the 3 back packs we found so inatye went back into some rooms and grabbed a backpack for everyone i gave my backpack to mason and took one of the new ones that were bigger.

We split up the food into 8 groups and we put it into our backpacks. I put some clothes in my backpack for me and i put the GPS and the GPS chargers into my backpack i also took an iphone and a charger and put it into my backpack. We each took 2 knife and put them in our backpacks and we split the guns and ammo into eight groups we also split into to teams we will meet up tonight at the walmart right across the street.

Inatye gave out a phone to everyone and we set off IU had MJ Zia and Cayden on my team and Inatye had mason and bob labod I had to carry conor. Why we split up into teams in we had to find some more supplies because we would run low because our team kept Growing because who knows who or what we’ll find out there.

When we meet up(9)

It was getting dark and it was only 3:55 almost 4:00 we need to meet up at walmart. So when we got there we set up camp zia helped find the baby stuff so we could feed the baby and cayden and mason went to go find some dry food that we can just put in our backpacks. and cayden grabbed some food and inatye grabbed weapons like knifes and stuff. We also got some more backpacks one for each person and put some of the stuff in there.

When me and zia were in the baby aisle we found formula and diapers and a small bag that we could put the stuff in but i said no we need a back pack. So i went to go go find a backpack. I said that i wanted this one and we just put the baby stuff in there and went to find the other group. I’m surprised when we found mason and cayden mason was still alive it was a shocker that he was.

Cayden still doesn’t like him so he had his gun ready to shoot inatye and Mason was getting clothes for us and the baby. I took some gum from the front  and some candy to. Zia was carrying my backpack i was carrying the baby stuff with the baby halter on my front with the baby in it.

We all got back to camp and i feed the baby and then by that time it was about 7:59 so we went to bed.  In the morning we packed up camp and we went outside as soon as we went outside there was a monster that attacked us so ran with my gun in my hand cocked back ready to shoot. When i got far enough away that the baby was safe i turned around and shoot and that was the last shot and it killed the monster.

Cayden looked so exhausted, then that's when he passed out.

“Cayden” Zia and I screamed in unison.

When i got to him i realized there was a blood stain. I was saying oh crap oh crap oh crap over and over in my head. I had accidently shoot him. Zia tried to get the bullet out and i just grabbed his hand and started to cry. Zia was also yelling at mason to go back into the store to get some supplies from firstaid. Mason would refuse to go and i was to in shock that my legs weren't moving. Inatye had to go. Inatye grabbed some stuff that would clean the wound and the bandage with some cotton pads to soak up the blood. He put the stuff in a first aid bag.

He brought it back to  us and by that time zia had got the bullet out, so we just cleaned the wound and bandaged it up. Them Zia carried him the the nearest hotel and we stayed the night. We slept and MJ wouldn’t stop crying and asking if cayden was dead. I kept saying no he wasn’t. The only time that MJ would stop crying was when i put him to bed. I tucked him in then i ran to the store and grabbed some hair soap and conditioner and some body soap. When i got back to the hotel i said i was going to shower, and that i was going to make camp in the other room. I told inatye to go get some supplies from the other rooms.

I took a hot bath i felt clean. Not only that when i was done there was clean bath robes that i put on.

“It was so soft” i thought to myself.

Conor wasn’t crying it was a miracle and i had to savor this moment so i made a vlog. And when the vlog was done i posted it on youtube.

This is what i said in my vlog…

“Yes i am still alive and i am well, i know it's been a long time since i vlogged and stuff but there has some weird stuff going on here in the US. i have found a baby and i named him connor and he isn’t crying right now and all my friends are in the other room”

Yes i filmed the whole thing in the bath robe it was so soft and warm. But i had to put on my clothes.  As soon i was about to take of the robe to change Zia walks in, and says if you're hungry look in the mini bar and i am going to take a shower. When zia came out of the shower i was already a sleep but he had to come out of the bath room to get his backpack when he put on some clean clothes he just laid down right beside me and fell asleep. He kept me warm all night.

Mason kept texting me all night and they all said the same thing.

“cayden is still passed out where the heck are you”.

“Where are you”

“Did you die”

“Wheres Zia”

“Hello are you ignoring me”

Then i answered

“Yes, yes i am deal with it”

Then i slept until morning okay more late afternoon i woke up at 1:30pm and zia was still asleep it was warm in the bed, then i smiled that he was still there that's when i realized that i loved him.

That's when i got up and woke him up when i got up.

He said “whats wrong”.

I said “nothing”

But he could tell something was up. So i told him i had a bad dream and that i need to have some alone time and that he needs to take care of conor for me.

That's when i left.

I didn’t come back for hours and when i got back it was 6:30pm and dark. I walked into the rooms and they were still there. Zia was the only one worried though. He jumped up and gave me a hug.

“I was worried i didn’t know where you went or when you’d be back i was worried” he said.

I said “i needed time to clear my head”

He kissed my forehead and walked away with a tear coming dawn his cheek.

“I thought that one of the monsters got you” he said

“I thought you died” he said

I started to cry with Zia because i scared him and it was unintentional. I am so stupid sometimes. Ugg i feel awful. Not only did i accidently shoot cayden i scared zia when i needed time alone.  But on the bright side i got some new supplies *weapons* (knives and guns ect.)  

Cayden still hadn't woken up yet. But he was breathing normally. Even Though he was breathing normally. It still scared us to death whether he was going to die or not it was masons turn to watch to see when cayden wakes up. The group made an agreement that i couldn’t watch cayden even though i wanted to help by the way i didn’t agree to not watch cayden i would have but it was a majority rules agreement. They still wouldn’t let me they said that i had to take care of connor and Mj and make sure they stay alive. Because they think that i am rightfully there mothers and care takers until we get to a small civilization i could probably put them up for adoption not that i would ever do that.

I mean we could make cool tree houses or small little log cabins close to a forest but near stores. Or we can learn to hot wire and fixes up  a car  but what if we run out of gas.  We wouldn’t use a car anyway. The smell of the gas would give our location out for the monsters and pulse the noise that they give to. Well i mean we could make a settlement but it would have to have people in it and it would have to be hidden but not to hidden that people who have survived it to come and live there. We want people to come in not stay out. We want monsters to stay out. But i don't think that we are going to be making a settlement soon.  We are not ready yet we have to wait until cayden wakes up.

Cayden still hasn’t woken up yet and Zia and I are getting worried. I mean it has been a few days. Until we heard a small grown Zia immediately jumped up and screamed “cassy he is awake.”